I was looking for Dostoevsky’s once residence in Florence using street view, and came across this woman who appears to be fading into the city itself. I remember how many times I walked down that street going to and from the Boboli Gardens for class. Those were some of the later weeks of my stay, it was terribly hot walking down that street and my apartment felt so far away. It was mainly exhaustion at thinking of walking through the throngs of tourists and tourist attractions to get back to my temporary home. My companion had stressed how Dostoevsky’s works were brilliant, his words beautiful, and he was as excited about standing before the doorway of his old home as any other person might be excited about meeting their favorite musician or current role model. Once we were in the area and bought fresh coconut slices, which I had never tasted before. It was such a slow and refreshing thing to eat, it felt delicate and the soft flavor was complex, both nutty and sweet.
I get absorbed staring at this half faded woman and glance outside of my window, wondering how long it would take me to get back to that street. Ah, but wait, I have daydreamed so considerably that I thought I was back there (and I want to write “home” instead of “there” so badly). I think something about the light in my place, and living on a historic street near a park reminds me greatly of Florence. It is quaint, quiet, the streets and sidewalks are uneven because of their age, and there is a nice presence of vegetation and fragrant smells. My subway stop has mosaics of angels in it, they hold trumpets, and they are either sending me off or calling me home. I wish it wasn’t so hot. I want to go and purchase a new book and spend a long time with it in the park now.
Since moving here, I have been not only able to read a good deal, but eager to read a good deal. I haven’t been sleeping well at all, but maybe the acquisition of a reading light would help. I know I passed a book shop on the way home yesterday…









